Suffocate - Just Go - Me - Raw - Mudshovel - Home - A Flat - Crawl - Spleen - Excess Baggage
1 - Suffocate I feel nothing Longing for something It will last a minute Take your clothes off show me what you're made of Two hands To sooth me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in the face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate I'm not gifted Slightly Twisted Try hard, Try hard, See if I can push you any futher Two hands To sooth me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in the face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate Please believe you'll save me, rearrange me I can feel your feelings running through me Take away my sorrow my tomorrow Heal me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in the face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate SUFFOCATE (I'm Suffocating) SUFFOCATE (I'm Suffocating) SUFFOCATE (I'm Suffocating) SUFFOCATE 2 - Just Go I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories none of them I've lost... But, I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control, Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go... Go It's kinda sick... I feel so dirty, I'm kinda tragic, Kinda insecure But I know That's I'm the only One that can fix What ever is wrong I'm sure But, I haven't been here long enough to know... Everytime I feel this I just lose control, Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go... Go... I feel so alone for I'll I've become, I'll take you down I feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down A cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon But, I haven't been here long enough to know... Everytime I feel this I just lose control, Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go... Go... Just... Just... Just... Just... Go... Go... Go... All those fuckin!!! Lies! Lies! Lies! All your fuckin! Lies! Lies! Lies! 3 - Me I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mother's always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself Save me from myself If you push me and I don't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father Like my father Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means 4 - Raw The pictures left with me won't fade These images affect me every day Cause of you I feel I don't deserve The life I see in her JUST DON’T LEAVE ME RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I've never been someone who knows My choices haunt me everywhere I go Finally did something right for myself My life to you no one else You're so fucking right RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold I'm so cold I feel so cold I CAN'T TAKE THIS!!! RAW I feel so... Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I feel so RAW 5 - Mudshovel You take away... I feel the same... You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause you can't feel my ANGER! You can't feel my pain You can't feel my TORMENT! Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings They bring only pain You can't take AWAY! Make me whole again... I feel betrayed Stuck in your ways And you rip me apart with the Brutal things you say Can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away Cause you can't feel my ANGER! You can't feel my pain You can't feel my TORMENT! Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings They bring only pain You can't take AWAY! Make me whole again... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again Cause you can't feel my ANGER! You can't feel my pain You can't feel my TORMENT! Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings They bring only pain You can't take AWAY! Make me whole again... You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment I'll drive you insane I can't fight these feelings They will bring you pain You won't take away I'll be whole again Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... Mudshovel... 6 - Home I force myself through another day Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel rooms my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I can not forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home 7 - A Flat Trust In me can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe it All my life so scarred What for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear So loud Why can't you hear it I'm OK I'm OK I'm OK I'm OK All my faith is gone You think I couldn't find it Pieces falling down Shattered now get behind it In my mind alone Lost in here I'm separated Crawl deeper in my hole safe in here from what I hated All the demons in my head won't leave me I know, I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show Ccan't believe it Want to show that I'm good for something I can't... you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me And I hate myself And I hate my face And I hate my world And I hate my ways And I... And I... And I... And I I I'M NOT OK I'M NOT OK I'M NOT OK I'm OK I'm OK I'm OK I'm OK I'm OK Trust In me can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe it All my life so scarred What for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear Fuck Why can't you hear it All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show can't believe it Want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me I don't believe it I don't believe it 8 - Crawl I'm so lonely You're so beautiful Not the only One that's pitiful Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces Craving all of your deadly vices Like to think that I'm not addicted But I guess I wear it well And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Here I am now Not a lot has changed Nothing better Everything's the same Late at night I can hear your voices Talking shit about all my choices You would think that you've known me forever Just because you know my name And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Everything falls apart Everything Everything falls apart Everything Everything falls apart Everything EVERYTHING FALLS APART EVERYTHING EVERYTHING FALLS APART EVERYTHING EVERYTHING FALLS APART EVERYTHING And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you 9 - Spleen CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I feel I give everything to you CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I think there's nothing left to do CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I don't look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I feel you are what's changed my soul CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I think I'll never lose control CAN'T BREATHE SHUT UP SHUT UP I don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I don't look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you I don't understand it You're killing this planet The scabs on your face It's a fucking disgrace I blame you I blame you I blame you I blame you I blame you CAN'T BREATH SHUT UP SHUT UP I don't like today (SHUT UP) Take it all away (SHUT UP) Just like what you say (SHUT UP) I don't want you Kinda like the way (SHUT UP) Everything is gray (SHUT UP) Just like what you say (SHUT UP) I don't need you I don't look like you (SHUT UP) do the things you do (SHUT UP) But I'm fucked up too (SHUT UP) I don't need you Excess Baggage (Secret Song) Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom From you And I may end a life, by what I hold inside All the things that I live with I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me Until I'm not alive When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly? To you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you I'm so sick of this place This taste in my mouth Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me 'Til I'm not alive